I wrote something after quite some time. Its entitled ‘i’ve committed a taboo’… but great! Just great! I lost it!.. Kakabad trip… waaah!!! Bakit kasi di muna naggawa ng draft eh. FCUK!!!
it’s been a while
May 25, 2009 at 3:20 pm (Personal, dramatik)
it’s been a while since i last visited this blog. it’s been a while that i let myself be occupied with my surroundings. trying to be very busy that i almost drop to bed as i got home. yet still, regardless of tiredness from work and other activities my mind keep on wondering back home.
“ano ba? tiis ka lang, ilang buwan na lang eh. kaya mo yan!”
“uuyyy, ano ka ba, buti nga wala kang alagang bata.”
“tiis lang ba.”
but then, i am on the end of the rope. (feels like) seems like no more patience was left into me. or maybe, this is just one of those days…
Jologs!!!
November 26, 2008 at 11:45 pm (Personal)
Oo! Jologs na kung jologs! Pero walang pakialaman… “I LOVE BETTY LA FEA” hahahah!!!
Naku, super naloloka na ako kay Armando, haaaay. Kaya naman after work, diretso na ng uwi ng bahay, mag dinner, mag shower, sandaling makipaglaro sa aking pamangkin/makipag usap sa aking hipag at kapatid. At go na sa harap ng laptop para mapanood si Betty. Ayyy… ang sarap ma-inlab.
Siyempre pa, never ding kinakalimutan ang panonood ng Bleach. Ang superhero ng buhay ko, si Ichigo!!! Matapos pagtiyagaang panoorin ang orihinal na bersyon nito tuwing araw ng Martes, panonoorin namang muli ang may English subtitle tuwing Miyerkules.
Wala lang, ganyan lang ang buhay… piliing maging masaya sa mga mumunting bagay. Malungkot na nga ang maging malayo, gagawin pa bang kumplikado, di bah?!
Tapos ngayon, naloloko na naman ako sa Spider Solitaire at balik Sudoku na naman. At diario sa Metro, tuwina’y kinokolekta ko sa umaga. Target ko ng matapos ang unang sudoku bago bumaba ng tren sa Cote Ste. Catherine at ang ikalawa ay bago makarating sa bahay ng aking employer. Alinman sa dalawa ang di ko matapos ay akin namang babalikan sa pagbiyahe ko pauwi. Then pag uwi ng bahay, habang nanood kay Betty… or nakikipag chat, nagsasagot pa din ng Sudoku… haaay naku.. adiktus na naman si ako!
Yan ang dahilan kung bakit di ako makapaglathala ng matinong blog. Kahit pa habang nagtatrabaho ako… may naiisip akong paksa… pagkaharap ko na ang computer… wala na… busy na ang aking mga daliri at mata sa iba pang bagay bagay. At ngayon nga ay antok na…
Good night! 
Does misfortune comes in three?
November 19, 2008 at 10:49 pm (Personal)
Now, I am wondering if misfortunes in fact comes in three. I hope and pray that it’s not!
Well, let me share what I have been going through this week that I felt like I am unfortunate. Though I also believed that it is not a misfortune where I don’t have any control at all. For I am to be blame.
I. Last Saturday, I checked my phone bill. And WTFOMG!!! I am really disappointed with what I see. If disappoinment is the right word to use. I was in great shock and feel so miserable. Why? The bill was just less than a few hundred and I could buy a second laptop with the same specs as what I have now or probably a really good desktop. What could I say?! I am just stupid for not verifying the F**k**g plan my brother got. And still use the phone despite my wariness.
II. Just recently… as in more than an hour ago lang. I lost my beloved wristwatch! I don’t care about the monetary value of the said watch because for sure, it is fully depreciated. Pero ang totoo kasing halaga ng relong panggalang na iyon ay nasa nagbigay, dahilan ng pagkakabigay at taong inilagi sa aking piling. The said wristwatch was given by my brother after my college graduation. He bought it from Singapore, the first country where he used to work.
Before today, I had few instances that I almost lost my watch. At laking pasasalamat ko na sa tuwina’y napapabalik pa siya sa akin. Pero ngayon, I doubt it. Most probably, I lost it for good.
I already had two misfortunes… four days apart. What will be the third? I do hope there will be none. Because for sure, what happened today, just like last Saturday wont let me sleep. I haven’t resolved the first one yet and now I have this. Haaay naku… I do pray something good will come out after all of this… ^_^
Untitled
November 9, 2008 at 9:23 pm (Personal)
I am too excited and crazy. Which of the two emotions is greater… I have no idea.
Excited… just today I purchased a new laptop. Not that I have an old one, for I have none, but because this is one big expenditure I had since I came here in Montreal. All this time, I am trying to save but it seems I am depriving myself of things I want when I can somehow afford to have it anyway. This could be a present for myself for working hard (insert coughing sound here). Also, it had been sometime that I was able to connect with my blogging friends most especially the greenies, I missed those guys so much. People whom I considered as friends even if I haven’t meet yet.
Crazy… because I am thinking is it really necessary to buy this? Where I can somehow use my brother’s laptop? Heck! I should not think anymore…
zzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZ…
November 8, 2008 at 2:01 pm (Kwento-kwento lang, Personal)
Have no entry for quite sometime now… been busy living a life! Trying to enjoy every minute in life’s journey. Meeting and mingling with people. Trying to make changes toward goodness. Being crazy! Falling in and out of love. Doing random flipped stuff.
Past weeks had been too busy and tiring. Almost forgot the true meaning of living a life if not for friends who were a constant reminder of life’s beauty. Who, just like me, are fighting their way to survive the life we opt from being away from home. Living life freely and independently. With our own issues and anxieties, we gather together to unload the burden if not to be around each other.
ZZZZZZZzzzzz… this is such a crazy life, with lousy decisions I am making… where am I heading? Argh! C’est la vie!
Random Thoughts
August 13, 2008 at 12:51 pm (Kwento-kwento lang, Personal)
Been away for almost two years now. With a rare communication with my friends back home. This month is quite a senti month for me, where the thoughts of friendship is nagging me. On who did I remember and who did I forget.
August 7 is my bestfriends’ birthday. I just thought of giving him a phone call on the day following his birthday but he was not home. Instead, it was his Dad who get my call. I’m sad that he didn’t remember me. Oh well, that’s what months of absence made. I talked with my bestfriends’ brother afterwards since his Mom was in the flea market, too. It pains me to know that there are people who just walked in and out of each other’s life and that the other won’t remember them at all. But it’s nice to talk about old times.
On my birthday, I phoned my other bestfriend. Somehow, my soul sister… who understands me better than anybody else. So bad, she was not home but running some errand. I am delighted to talk to her Mom. Referring me as a godmother of my friends’ child, for which I am not. (my friend has a pretty good reason why not…) Nanay (as I used to call her) asked me to call after an hour but I wasn’t able to.
I did give her another call last night. My friend was still sleeping and the lady who answered the phone seems hesitant on waking her up. But I told her its gonna be okay. How lovely it had been just to hear her voice at the end of the line. Seems like it was back then while she was in her home and I was with mine. Talking about things and stuff. She even apologized for not having any news to tell about our fellow classmates but I told her its okay. That if I only want news about others, then I could give a call to our Bee… who knows almost anything about everything even until now.
One phone card even two was not enough to talked with her… seems like every second, we come up into something to talk about. So we agreed to chat on weekend, a cheaper way to communicate and I hope we will be able to do that despite her busy schedule.
I missed my friend, I missed our home. I missed everything that reminds me of what I left back home… haaaay!!! Time flies, for all I know, tomorrow will be my flight back to where I belong… 
*****
Let me see the rainbow in your eyes
And taste the honey in your smile
Let me be the one to show you love
The splendid creation around.
Things didn’t come to what you have planned
You are depressed and not so sound
The earth’s weight seems to be on your shoulder
Oh please let me be the one to carry it over.
